2
Feb
Garden
Inside me there is a garden
My legs are the path way to the other garden
I walk I search I follow the voice of murmur
whisper in my ear that
One day I ‘ll find another person
carry the same weight as my garden
inside which
Fountain keeps the air moister in every season
Morning sunshine kisses the lazy bud’s eyes
Dewdrops silently climb down the leaves’ face
Early birds singing a joyful song
Trying to wake up the graceful butterfly
Tomorrow is New Year Eve. I have been study some interesting things recently. Just keep some updates.
1. Flex
It is interesting what adobe’s ambition lies on dominating both the web and the desktop. But sadly there is not enough study material in Chinese, so I have to go to the official site and read the English document.
The other day a friend, who is top at web2.0 security, talked with me about flash player’s security problem to manipulate local files. Now using flex we can separate desktop application to RIA (Rich Internet Application), which is a fantastic way to deploy the flash in a creative way.
What I love most about Flex is that you can take anything from any website now and quickly wrap it up to a desktop app. Imagine you want to buy something, you do not have to open the browser and login to your ebay account, now all you have to do is click the icon in your desktop and Adobe AIR will take you to the same content on the Ebay website. To try?
(1). Download and install the Adobe AIRplatform
(2). Download and and double-click eBayDesktop_1_0_6_361.air to install
2. Design
Still continuemy study on CSS, Ajax and Photoshop. Maybe I’ll pay more attention to yahoo’s UI solution, MooTools,Zend etc
3. NLP
I have been read and watch Richard Bandler’s works for a few days. It is truly amazing how a human being can alter his inner state by going to a trans. I always thought that it is weird for me not go to the doctor every time I catch cold, thinking I can cure myself. I feel so relieved that now I find some testimonials.
4. Other
Deep down, I feel I am still a naked child, wake up from the earth with my eyes widely open, crawling, searching, hurting…
I desert myself in a totally lonely cold helpless darkness, crying over and over, pray that my very star in the sky will hear me and light my way.
Richard says people who feel lonely are selfish, because they cannot even love themselves.
Why am still so bloody good at torturing myself?
27
Jan
Bewitched
How stubborn am I
To think my heart is still in spring
When your smiles light my day like the sunshine
Your leaving footsteps tremble me
I wake up
Find tears wells the desert land
Cold winter breaths heavily in my ear,
“Thou shall carry the weight of darkness”
Sigh as the flower when she hears my shiver
Silently she drops onto the ground
In the dream of wind she seeking the path
Where the star used to shine