Have been stay in bed for days because of the small accident. Doctor nearly forbids me to walk after the second time I went to hospital to change medicine. He said I am not a good patient. The fact is I was angry with the doctor, with the hospital. The first two hospitals did not accept me because they thought it was too serious, and they did not even give me any temporary solution. The third hospital took my case so slowly, made me feel they enjoy watching my pain in slow motion.

After all, my stubbornness will not get me anywhere, so I started to reply on doctor again, stay in bed everyday like a good kid.

I feel thankful, for all the people that cared about me, the two other boys and one girl who are strangers to me that time helped me out instantly after the accident and carried me to the hospital, my classmate who held me while I was in pain, the two cleaning ayi in the building came to me the moment they heard about my accident. They still come to visit me every night, one brings medicine even she knows I cannot do anything about it(doctor has already wrapped my wound up), the other comes everyday to ask me to give her clothes to wash. My roommates bring me back food everyday and asked me if I feel any better, my friends helped me to the hospital to change medicine, one also brought me crutches(even though it is higher than I can handle, but I may still use it sometimes ).
 
Spring and one poem
The world is buried with joy while waiting for you
When they hear your approaching steps
When they dream about your green fairy chuckles
Then you come
In such a subtle form, but
In silence you may tell   
In touch you may kill
The sweetness of your voice enlightens all

One early afternoon
She saw a man wearing tidy
His face is full of age and coldness
When he started to talk
She cannot move her eyes away from his lips
Words slipped out from his thin yet soft lips
Slowly with hesitation, awkwardness and firmness
“Je prends le temps
Pour que tu m’attendes
Le temps pour toi”
She laughs, ”what’s special about new boy?”
“He will always challenge your silence
He will not leave you alone”
She is young
She does not understand